Just Hanging Out, Thank You

I hung out with my friend again last night. We were at his other friend’s house smoking some weed and her son was home. At first we were having an interesting conversation. I may have gone off on a tangent about why it’s too late for these 2A’ers1 to stop the government from bringing their … Read More

Start There

“That’s all you ever think about. Can’t you get over it?” This is said to me by people who obviously don’t understand that I do not let them inside my head. I don’t let them see what scares the utter shit out of me. I don’t let them see what’s really and truly bothering me. … Read More

Wherein I Still Can’t Get a Grasp on Shit

Yesterday was such a mix of emotions and activity. I was exhausted by the end of it. Days “off” are never “off” for me. I tried to clean out the toxins yesterday in my session. I started to. I grabbed her box of tissues and said “I’m going to need these.” She says back “Oh, … Read More

Erasing the Memories

I woke up today feeling better than I have in months. This breakup is a lot easier than the last. But I’ve said that before. It’s a more normal course for me. Or it would be if Lilith wouldn’t have involved herself1. At this point it’s not about missing Sam anymore. I realized last night … Read More

Another short: Night

#amwriting They sat together by the fire. The sun was just setting in front of them. The end of a long day. He chuckled. “You were too young for me.” She rolled her eyes and dared a half smile. “You were too old for me.” “Did it matter?” “Not to me.” She poked at the … Read More

Ghosts in My Room

I was binge watching the last season of Sherlock on Netflix. I love the deduction, so when Sherlock was working his magic I turned and said “Babe, watch this.” Luna1 sat up and perked her ears. It was as automatic as breathing right then. I didn’t even realize what I was doing until I turned … Read More

When she decides to go…

A young woman that Lil Miss knows was beaten by her boyfriend this weekend. Lil Miss is very upset because her friend is doing everything in her power to protect the boyfriend. She didn’t call the police because she didn’t want him going to jail. She didn’t seek medical attention because the nurses and doctors … Read More