Things were way wild around here the last couple of days, but I do believe TheMan has managed to scare mother off. She was over here with Lil’ Sis and TheMan was getting sick of her so he said “I want to go somewhere!” which is his way of saying “You’ve been here long enough now get the fuck on”. At first I was really, really mad, because mother was all crying and shit. That’s the little girl in me, you know, wanting to make mother feel better. Anyway, now that I’ve been thinking about it I’m kind of glad.
Things over there are just going from bad to worse. Mother won’t let Lil’ Sis start school until “she starts to act normal”- which means she’s already missed three whole days. She told Lil’ Sis, right in front of me, that she’s sick of her shit and Lil’ Sis needs to be put away permanently. That’s when I told her that she needed to stop that shit, that if she expected Lil’ Sis to get better at all then she should show some fucking compassion and work on getting her better. I also told her that keeping her out of school was a horrible idea. Lil’ Sis needs some kind of stability and structure. Her life right now is sucky as it is. Plus she was going through withdrawl from the Adderol (I don’t care right now if my spelling is off, I don’t have a checker and don’t feel like installing one). Mother was just quiet for a while and then told me that I should save my advice and be glad I’m not going through this with Lil’ Miss. Um, yeah, there’s a reason my daughter isn’t suicidal and losing her mind. I’m not a fucking terrible, selfish, psychotic mother. Love, respect, and understanding go a long fucking way in raising a child. Mother would do well to learn that. Ha! Yeah, like that’s likely to happen.
Anyway, it’s been very quiet around here since she “stopped” coming around. This is a good thing, I think. I mean, I’m really concerned about Lil’ Sis, but with mother and Other Sis working against me there isn’t really anything that I can do for her. I don’t even think she’s allowed to call me right now, because she told me some stuff and I confronted the fam with it (and my fucking family doesn’t want any of their short-comings thrown in their faces). I can only hope that the CFS starts an investigation and feels that Lil’ Sis would be better off in foster care (where she wants to go anyway). That’ll be the best for all involved. Right now I don’t need this kind of stress and drama in my own life- and neither do my kids. My kids have a pretty normal life and I’d like for that to continue for as long as it can. I’ve got to concern myself with my own family now, thankyouverymuch.
On that note, I start school on Monday (Lil’ Miss starts 10th grade…yay!!!!) and was a little nervous. “Was” because one of my classes is how to run Windows Office Systems…hahahahhaaa! I only took it because I’m not familiar with Excel and Powerpoint and the class I really need relies on those two programs. Of course, my first few weeks of this new course will be learning such hard things as how to format Word, running search inquiries, googling, and things along those lines. Can everyone say “cake”? Oh, yes. I’ll have plenty of time to study for my business class because I’ll be flying through Office systems. Mwahahahahahaha! I’m not going to get used to it, of course. But if I play my cards right I can take at least one cake course each semester. That’ll do me a lot of good. Next semester I’ll be taking English. I’ve already taken that at another school and aced it…I’m looking forward to doing that again.
Oh! And potty training isn’t going well at all. Baby just refuses to pee/poo sitting down. Maybe she should’ve been a boy. At least half of that would’ve been easy then.:what:
A quiet moment
Things were way wild around here the last couple of days, but I do believe TheMan has managed to scare mother off. She was over here with Lil’ Sis and TheMan was getting sick of her so he said “I want to go somewhere!” which is his way of saying “You’ve been here long enough now get the fuck on”. At first I was really, really mad, because mother was all crying and shit. That’s the little girl in me, you know, wanting to make mother feel better. Anyway, now that I’ve been thinking about it I’m kind of glad.
Things over there are just going from bad to worse. Mother won’t let Lil’ Sis start school until “she starts to act normal”- which means she’s already missed three whole days. She told Lil’ Sis, right in front of me, that she’s sick of her shit and Lil’ Sis needs to be put away permanently. That’s when I told her that she needed to stop that shit, that if she expected Lil’ Sis to get better at all then she should show some fucking compassion and work on getting her better. I also told her that keeping her out of school was a horrible idea. Lil’ Sis needs some kind of stability and structure. Her life right now is sucky as it is. Plus she was going through withdrawl from the Adderol (I don’t care right now if my spelling is off, I don’t have a checker and don’t feel like installing one). Mother was just quiet for a while and then told me that I should save my advice and be glad I’m not going through this with Lil’ Miss. Um, yeah, there’s a reason my daughter isn’t suicidal and losing her mind. I’m not a fucking terrible, selfish, psychotic mother. Love, respect, and understanding go a long fucking way in raising a child. Mother would do well to learn that. Ha! Yeah, like that’s likely to happen.
Anyway, it’s been very quiet around here since she “stopped” coming around. This is a good thing, I think. I mean, I’m really concerned about Lil’ Sis, but with mother and Other Sis working against me there isn’t really anything that I can do for her. I don’t even think she’s allowed to call me right now, because she told me some stuff and I confronted the fam with it (and my fucking family doesn’t want any of their short-comings thrown in their faces). I can only hope that the CFS starts an investigation and feels that Lil’ Sis would be better off in foster care (where she wants to go anyway). That’ll be the best for all involved. Right now I don’t need this kind of stress and drama in my own life- and neither do my kids. My kids have a pretty normal life and I’d like for that to continue for as long as it can. I’ve got to concern myself with my own family now, thankyouverymuch.
On that note, I start school on Monday (Lil’ Miss starts 10th grade…yay!!!!) and was a little nervous. “Was” because one of my classes is how to run Windows Office Systems…hahahahhaaa! I only took it because I’m not familiar with Excel and Powerpoint and the class I really need relies on those two programs. Of course, my first few weeks of this new course will be learning such hard things as how to format Word, running search inquiries, googling, and things along those lines. Can everyone say “cake”? Oh, yes. I’ll have plenty of time to study for my business class because I’ll be flying through Office systems. Mwahahahahahaha! I’m not going to get used to it, of course. But if I play my cards right I can take at least one cake course each semester. That’ll do me a lot of good. Next semester I’ll be taking English. I’ve already taken that at another school and aced it…I’m looking forward to doing that again.
Oh! And potty training isn’t going well at all. Baby just refuses to pee/poo sitting down. Maybe she should’ve been a boy. At least half of that would’ve been easy then.:what:
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